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\u00cenainte s\u0103 intru \u00een ITAA, sim\u021beam c\u0103 a\u0219 fi c\u0103zut de pe o st\u00e2nc\u0103 \u0219i z\u0103ceam fr\u00e2nt\u0103 \u0219i singur\u0103 pe fund. Credeam c\u0103 nu aveam cum s\u0103 m\u0103 scot vreodat\u0103 din gaura \u00eentunecat\u0103 a rupturii pe care o sim\u021beam. Ceva din mine \u0219tia c\u0103 supravie\u021buirea mea depindea de escaladarea acelei st\u00e2nci \u0219i de ie\u0219irea mea afar\u0103, dar prin propria mea voin\u021b\u0103 nu credeam c\u0103 a\u0219 putea m\u0103car s\u0103 \u00eencep. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cople\u0219it \u0219i b\u0103tut de ru\u0219ine, \u00eemi ascundeam ochii, l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-mi capul \u00eentr-o parte. \u00cemi fixam privirea asupra imaginii \u00een mi\u0219care de pe ecran, hipnotiz\u00e2ndu-m\u0103, disociindu-m\u0103 de starea mea de dec\u0103dere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Am intrat la ITAA \u00een noaptea aceea, dup\u0103 o sesiune de streaming care a durat p\u00e2n\u0103 la 4 diminea\u021ba. M-am trezit sim\u021bind acea durere de cap la fundul pr\u0103pastiei. Eram deprimat, anxios, frustrat \u0219i disperat dup\u0103 o solu\u021bie. Nu m\u0103 puteam desprinde de ecran \u0219i nu puteam continua a\u0219a. Am g\u0103sit site-ul ITAA, am v\u0103zut c\u0103 avea loc o \u00eent\u00e2lnire \u00een 10 minute \u0219i am intrat. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00cen ziua aceea, fe\u021bele celor afla\u021bi \u00een recuperare au \u00eenceput s\u0103 se iveasc\u0103 din pr\u0103pastia pr\u0103pastiei. Am ascultat vocile care rezonau cu experien\u021ba mea \u0219i am strigat dup\u0103 ajutor. Au \u00eenceput s\u0103 apar\u0103 fr\u00e2nghii. Oameni care aveau s\u0103 devin\u0103 familiari au cobor\u00e2t \u00een \u00eent\u00e2mpinarea mea. Unul mi-a dat o gur\u0103 ad\u00e2nc\u0103 de conexiune, \u00een timp ce altul m-a ajutat s\u0103-mi verific r\u0103nile. Altul m-a ridicat \u00een \u0219ezut, iar apoi \u00eenc\u0103 unul a spus: \u201c\u00cencearc\u0103 s\u0103 te ridici\u201d.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tremur\u00e2nd, dar pe propriile mele picioare, am putut s\u0103 m\u0103 \u021bin \u00een picioare. Cei afla\u021bi \u00een recuperare au spus: \u201cExist\u0103 o ie\u0219ire din locul \u0103sta \u00een 12 trepte. Trebuie doar s\u0103 le urci pe r\u00e2nd.\u201d Mi-au ar\u0103tat fr\u00e2nghiile \u0219i sistemele de scripe\u021bi. Mi-au spus: \u201cNu va trebui s\u0103 te ca\u021beri singur. Prinde-te de tipul \u0103sta; e un bun c\u0103\u021b\u0103r\u0103tor. \u0218tie cum s\u0103 foloseasc\u0103 ghidul.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00cenc\u0103 sim\u021beam o greutate care m\u0103 tr\u0103gea \u00een jos. T\u00e2njeam dup\u0103 starea disociativ\u0103 \u00een care tehnologia avea s\u0103 m\u0103 cuprind\u0103. M\u0103 sim\u021beam tras\u0103 de gravita\u021bia unei evad\u0103ri u\u0219oare din emo\u021biile dificile \u0219i dintr-o via\u021b\u0103 de necontrolat. \u00cen timp ce voiam s\u0103 m\u0103 cufund \u00een hipnoza ecranului, ochii mei erau concentra\u021bi asupra unei solu\u021bii mult mai puternice. Aceasta era cheia. Am f\u0103cut un pas. M-am urcat pe o margine \u0219i, \u00een timp ce \u00eencercam s\u0103 m\u0103 ridic, ceva m-a ridicat. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een acest punct, credeam c\u0103 aveam nevoie de voin\u021ba necesar\u0103 pentru a m\u0103 ridica, dar aceast\u0103 convingere era o fic\u021biune. Am \u00cent\u00e2lniri \u0219i P\u0103rt\u0103\u0219ie. Am un program de Recuperare. Am Pa\u0219ii. Am o rela\u021bie cu o Putere Superioar\u0103, pe care o \u00een\u021beleg eu \u00eens\u0103mi. Am un Sponsor. Am oameni din \u00eentreaga lume pe care \u00eei pot chema \u00een orice moment al zilei. For\u021ba deplin\u0103 a acestor p\u00e2rghii \u0219i fr\u00e2nghii face pentru mine ceea ce nu a\u0219 putea face niciodat\u0103 de unul singur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00cenc\u0103 mai am pa\u0219i \u00eenainte, unii care par \u00eenfrico\u0219\u0103tori \u0219i complec\u0219i. Totu\u0219i, la un moment dat \u00een aceast\u0103 c\u0103l\u0103torie, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 experimentez o stare de bine. O stare de bine a inimii \u0219i a min\u021bii; o stare de bine spiritual\u0103 care m\u0103 ajut\u0103 s\u0103 urc. Exist\u0103 pere\u021bi abrup\u021bi, cu pu\u021bine puncte de sprijin \u00een fa\u021b\u0103, dar nu pot c\u0103dea departe. Fr\u00e2nghia mea este bine fixat\u0103 de comunitatea mea. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu eu sunt persoana care a \u00eenceput aceast\u0103 c\u0103l\u0103torie. Sl\u0103biciunea mea de la \u00eenceput m-a preg\u0103tit s\u0103 cer ajutor. Acel ajutor a venit cu m\u00e2na aia c\u00e2nd am intrat \u00een ITAA \u0219i am apelat constant la el. Cooperarea cu acest sprijin m-a f\u0103cut apt\u0103. Acum sunt apt\u0103 s\u0103 visez.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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